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the box :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0
a sad and depressed jester :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 I'm a gnome :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 me as the tin man :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 2 0 me as chaplin :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 me as an old man :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 me as pinnocio :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 1 0 me as alice :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 me as little red :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 wintuk :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 afterlights and the chocolate factory :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 1 0
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insanity
insanity is beautiful
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Literature
this phycadelic mindset
this phycadelic mindset
this urge bloodshed
I need it
I need it
capture it
find it!
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something random :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 one of my Christmas gifts :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 0 0 the trickster :iconpikachux5:Pikachux5 2 0

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A Special Powerade :iconcreeperaptor40:creeperaptor40 13 4
Literature
Depression
Happiness feels strange, smiles taste wrong...
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depression :iconabryan16:abryan16 216 11
Literature
Depression
I'm tired of being here,
all locked up in my head.
Every day I hear a whisper,
and I'm closer to being dead.
Something taps me on the shoulder,
something I can't fight.
When it talks in that low voice,
my eyes are shut so tight.
Once it gets to a cetain point,
and I'm still sitting on the ground,
it tells me to do things,
I'm trying to ignore the sound.
Its voice is harsh and filled with confidence,
and I can hear a hint of sorrow.
Even when it's telling me,
I won't live to see tomorrow.
I don't know what to say,
and I don't know what to do.
I'm still hearing it now,
and I'm still suffering too.
I can't tell what its weakness is,
but I know I hear some lust.
I just have to get through this,
and have no one to trust.
06/27/2004
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Literature
Suicide
Slash my wrists
Slit my throat
Feeling the drain of blood
Feeling empty
Days long past passing before my eyes
Have no feeling now
I see nothing but black
No fire, no bright light
No nothing
Just Nothing
Nothing exists after death
Noting not you, and not me
Nothing
Than I awake
With the blade still in my hand
Untouched by my blood
I put it down and walked into the black abyss
Called life.
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Literature
suicide
Have you ever wanted to die?
So bad
That you stood in the bathroom
A knife or a razor blade in hand
Maybe a boodle of pills
And a glass of water
And you stared at the mirror
Just wishing you'd die
But then you started to think
About your mom and your dad
Your sisters and brothers
Your nephews and nieces
All of your friends
And you put down the knife or the razor blade
You put away the pills
And you walked away
Acting like nothing ever happened
But the thoughts of your family and friends
Never stay for long
Day's week's maybe months later
Your back to thinking about suicide and death
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I think I'll Slit My Wrists Again... :iconrainbow-derp:Rainbow-Derp 39 37 slit wrist :iconempra666:empra666 93 13 Bubblegum Fox :icondj-bapho:DJ-Bapho 233 11 Rocky Horror South Park Show :iconfearoftheblackwolf:FearOfTheBlackWolf 91 22 The MTT brand Rocky Horror Picture Show :iconfel-fisk:Fel-Fisk 302 69 Moving through space and time :icontoxic-dolls:Toxic-dolls 106 36 Victorian Portrait :iconcatastropheboxes:CatAstropheBoxes 96 21 Munkustrap :iconcats-musical:Cats-Musical 174 33
Literature
Like Daughter, Like Mother [Blueberry]
“It sounds weird.”
“It sounds like my kind of gum.” Violet Beauregarde declared, standing in front of the odd contraption in Wonka’s factory. After the announcement of what this wonder gum could do, the proud child was all too eager to chomp into the stick.
“I really wouldn’t do that, it’s got a couple of kinks and…” Wonka continued, Violet not paying attention in the slightest as she readied herself to sink her teeth into this treat. Sticking her own wad behind her ear, she snatched up the gum as she made a surprising discovery.
“Look mother, there are two pieces.” Violet declared, holding both up against each other. She heard a puzzled ‘huh’ from Wonka as he rambled on about the possibility of a machine malfunction. Like earlier, Violet paid no mind to his nonsense and silly behavior as she turned to her mother. “Why don’t we try it together?”
“What a clever idea Violet! The Be
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Juicy! :iconjimmy-c-lombardo:Jimmy-C-Lombardo 95 14

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the box
this box is what keeps all the knifes away from me.

p.s.and I suddenly want to die
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p.s.welcome to my depressing life😢
even though I'm a 14 year old boy,I turn 18 in 3 years because my 15th birthday is December 20th(happy birthday to me)and when I do turn 18,I hope that I can be both friends and family to alorok,Lilly-moo,fenris49and madammoo.

because even though as a child(and even though it's probably against the laws to be friends with an adult,I don't know)I would still like to be friends with these people,because(not because of the live streams,which I still regret,but we all make mistakes,and we can learn from them)I feel like they are going through the same problems I have,and we're human,and nobody is perfect,and if they are struggling in life,I'll be there to struggle with them.
alorok Lilly-moo Fenris49 MadamMoo
I don't have any friends and I need some
even though I'm a 14 year old boy,I turn 18 in 3 years because my 15th birthday is December 20th(happy birthday to me)and when I do turn 18,I hope that I can be both friends and family to alorok,Lilly-moo,fenris49and madammoo.

because even though as a child(and even though it's probably against the laws to be friends with an adult,I don't know)I would still like to be friends with these people,because(not because of the live streams,which I still regret,but we all make mistakes,and we can learn from them)I feel like they are going through the same problems I have,and we're human,and nobody is perfect,and if they are struggling in life,I'll be there to struggle with them.
alorok Lilly-moo Fenris49 MadamMoo
let us unite for freedom

the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost….

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men - cries out for universal brotherhood - for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world - millions of despairing men, women, and little children - victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.

To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. …..

Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

Then - in the name of democracy - let us use that power - let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world - a decent world that will give men a chance to work - that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world - to do away with national barriers - to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!
MadamMoo Lilly-moo alorok
I don't have any friends and I need some

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December 20th,2002
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dragondoodle Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Pikachux5 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2016  Student General Artist
your welcome
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Phraggle Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016   General Artist
Thanks for the faves. :aww:
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Pikachux5 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2016  Student General Artist
your welcome,friend☺
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Life-takers-crayons Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2016
Thanks for faving :)
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Pikachux5 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2016  Student General Artist
you are very welcome.:)
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TwoFacedWolf Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey there Joshua!~ Welcome to dA community <3 I wish you to enjoy your stay here, to get inspired and inspire others as well! Here's a helpful guide for a newcomer which helped me out when I joined in rockstarvanity.deviantart.com/…
If you have got any questions, let me know and I'm going to do my best to help you out!

Sincerely,
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AshleyxBrooke Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey there!  :icondawelcomewagon:

Welcome to Deviant Art :aww: hope you enjoy your time here :dummy: If you have any questions please don't hesitate to ask :heart:

:bulletpink: Stop by the DAWelcomeWagon group or the #welcome chatroom to get started!
:bulletpink: I HIGHLY recommend reading this welcome journal! --> Getting Started on DeviantArt
:bulletpink:Check out dAmnHub to get involved with chat events or just to find a chat that you'd be interested in being part of  :)
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:bulletpink: Want to share your art with other deviants? Check out #ThumbHub :thumbsup:
:bulletpink: Into Photography? Check out iPhotograph and photohunt 


Prepare to become addicted :iconteheplz:

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zungzwang Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello and welcome to Deviant Art! 

If you ever have any question, please feel free to ask. :aww:

Here are some useful links that might help you:

:star: DAWelcomeWagon - a group created for new deviants where you can find plenty of guides to get you started!

:star: New Deviant Forum - where you can introduce yourself and start interacting with the community

:star: Browse the Undiscovered Gallery and start interacting with fellow artists around Deviant Art!


Enjoy your stay!

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